Day Four~This Really Blows!

Today was quite a busy day at work. I did extremely well with my clear liquids and such but damn if I didn't eat the crab rangoon when I got home. My weight at work today was still at 284. I figured I would be 287 with all that rangoon. And here is the thing, sure I would eat them before but NEVER like this. I guess I am just hungry....for anything. Today's calorie count was 648, before the rangoon. When I got home from work, a girlfriend of mine and I were instant messaging and I decided to go to her house for a while. It kept me busy and I was not at all hungry...I got home at a quarter till three. I was tired but had energy and I honestly don't know where it is coming from. Today is my last day for any kind of cheat, Tomorrow starts the full liquids, I think, I will have to check with Andy when he gets home. Wish I could just fast forward to next Tuesday and get this over with...just wish me luck on making it without crab rangoon for the next week! Until next time....I miss my old way of life, but not enough to keep living it!