Day Five~I BLEW It!

So because I was at home today, I did a lot better with the eating. I had my two slim-fast, and my lean cuisine and really wasn't that hungry at all. I cleaned up the house and things were going great. The kids are in VBS this week and their friends Maddie and Taylor are staying at my mother-in-laws so I only had Lanie last night while Andy was gone to the lodge. I watched Dateline and then he got back. Then, he sabotaged me. He came out with a heaping mound of cheese fries and told me I better eat up because fries are impossible after the band. I could not be strong, the fries were insanely wonderful, but I was only able to eat a few before I felt like I had to vomit. I gave the plate back to him where he preceded to finish them off. Notice above he said fries were nearly impossible after the band? They must not be too impossible! I felt horrible after I ate them, Like I had cheated myself of something very important. Funny, I did not feel this way with the rangoon...LOL It is one thing, I think, to have the surgery and have to be on a certain diet after you have it, but to be on it before really is a challenge. If I had wanted too, after all, I could have eaten two slim-fast and a lean cuisine years ago and not be where I am today, needing the WLS. Tomorrow is my official weigh-in at the doctor's office with the surgeon doing my surgery. I don't think I screwed it up too bad with the fries, but I guess we will see. Until next time....740 calories a day is no joke, and neither is 1200.