It's Official...I'm Bulimic

SO as most of you who read this know, I am a busy person. Today I started out with a Starbucks Sugar-free, fat-free gingerbred latte. It was great. I did not eat anything until I was leaving school and I stopped at Chick Fil-A to get some chicken strips. Two bites in and they were stuck. So as I was driving, I was vomiting in both my former Starbucks cup and then my Chik Fil-A bag. I can not eat protein, it is not staying down. Tonight my husband brought me nachos....no fear, I only eat the toppings when I can, but I could not even stomach but a couple of pieces of chicken. Tommorow I will start back on my protein shakes and one meal a day. After all, I have perfected vomiting. Lean over, open my mouth and out it comes. Their is no strain, no sacrifice. Not like regular vomiting before my band, Just lean over and vomit. Still, my weight does not budge. So I will let you all try and figure that one out...Until next time. Vomiting while driving. Beautiful combo...

Finally....A Update on my Blog

Sorry it has taken me so long to update this blog. My computer was in the shop for close to a month, and when I finally got it back, about a week ago I sat down to finally update and got a call with some very upsetting news. This was not as important, so I just now am having a chance to sit down and tell what has been going on in my life. Let's see where to start. I went back on 10/24/07 for my second fill I am now up to 6.2 cc. When I went back for that, I had gained three pounds, but I had on jeans and a sweater, not to mention I had been on bedrest related to female problems. I ended up having surgery for those problems on 11/5/07. Since that time, I have not been back for another appointment, but I have lost another pants size. During all of this, my husband had a car wreck and I went back to the job that I had before I got the job at the hospital close to home. I had orientation and so on and so forth. Being on bedrest has not allowed me to exercise, and with the last fill, I have now perfected the vomiting. Not pb-ing but all out vomiting bringing up the food that I just ate. It seems to me that unless I stay on foods that are soft in texture, I am unable to keep anything down. In fact, it all gets stuck all the time. They want you to be pn proteins but the only protein I can eat is bacon. No lunch meats no regular meats, they all get stuck. My husband is wanting me to have my saline decreased, but then the weight loss, what little there is ceases. I don't know what I am going to do, but hopefully it will get better soon. Until then, my teeth are decaying from the lack of nutrition and my hair is getting thinner by the minute. Any suggestions would be helpful in this little weight loss game.