Monday, September 17, 2007

SO much stress...so little time....

Well, it has been two months today since my gastric banding. I went to the doctor today and was at 270. Only three pounds down from last time, but my fat mass has decreased by 9%. The nurse talked to me about my p-bing episodes and we decided not to fill this time. She stated that she no longer wants me drinking with my meal but right before it because the p-bing is actually caused by a mucous plug and not by the food getting "Stuck" drinking the water before my meal will actually clear that out. She doesn't want me to drink with my meal, and I have to wait until an hour afterward. Surprisingly enough, she stated I was right where I needed to be. I was kind of glad to hear, I confessed to the nurse that I had been to Olive Garden after a extremely stressful day at work on Friday. She stated no more Olive Garden for me. I am headed in to resign after I finish this blog. I have had a extreme amount of stress there lately and cannot take it anymore. I took a position this morning with a place that is farther out (45 minute drive) but $5 more per hour. I have to take whatever I can find now so that I can get through school. I am hoping and wishing for that acceptance letter any time now. Baby mama has been put in jail, but still remains calling and threatening that she will take the baby as soon as she gets out. I was sick over that last week and then decided to place that in God's hands. Since I have done that, things are beginning to fall into place..."Yes, Lord, I do listen" The yard sale is over, and we did great. I had a mouse problem in the garage and that had me so stressed out I couldn't think. But now it is clean, all of our stuff is gone, and the reality of having a room built on is getting closer to being here. I am slacking in school, but I have been too stressed to even get that ball rolling...I am hoping that the job change will be positive and will help me to see some light at the end of my tunnel. Until then, I will be keeping the ticker on my page at 267 because I know that Japanese flag day has something to do with the fluctuation. Until next time....Love, Peace and NO MORE GREASE...

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